Everything is worth it ..

I am back to blogging, i haven been blogging for like months !
Ever since N level has ended i don't have the time to even go out, have been spending my time on work ! & finally i am off tomorrow !! TOWN PLZZZZZZ. it has been a long time since i went there !!
Hopefully my pay faster arrive $.$
i promise i will try to keep my blog alive ^^

Find me @ 16kissess.bs! ;)

Don't tell me it's over..

I am back here again, Please click on my nuffnanggggggggggg ! $$ come to mommy!
Remove my tagboard so anything comment me instead :)

My life is totally ruin, so many things happen at once.
seriously FML !!!!! DDDDDDDDDDD:
Hate people who have two faces, i swear you totally spoil my mood manzxzx!
Shall not mention so many things out.
Those who are close enough with me shall know what happen (Y)
And r/s sucks alot sometimes, hate it when things start to happen.
And your words hurt alot manzxz, i am telling you this once and for all :)

Today is saturday, i don't want to spent my day at home!
And it's cheryl birthday! (Y)
Happy birthday my dear! kissesx10000000 2 you! :)
Shall give her a suprise later on.. :)
Shall stop here, bye blog, bye HUMANS ^^v

Happy moment together...

Hiiiezx! So long since i last update.

Life is so amazing this few days, with so many things happening.
Good and bad things came at the same times, shall not say about it.
I spent my Weekdays going to school, than after school is either 842 or home ^^v
My weekends is always with the same person! and that person is johnnychua! hehehe!

ok, i shall stop here! very lazy to post!! >:

BYE HUMANS.

You know i am not gonna leave you alone...

Hi, Finally i have the time to blog :)

Saturday and Sunday is always with baby, so i don't want to say much.
My school has finally move to Tampines !
Good environment, 6 Fans, Big classroom and everything is big now!
Make me feel like going to school everyday! :)

ok, shall go and study now~

1 year 1 months,

This is especially for you ♥ ,

Tomorrow is the 16th again,
It's pretty surprising that we can be together for so long, I never thought this could actually happen. Like i say i am not good in words. But i am really thankful to have you around :>
For the past 1year 1months, many things has happen before. But we have gone through everything together! No matter what happen last time, you will always be the first in my heart :>
When i first started to know you, you fetch me on bike to bedok rmb? That was the first time we started to talk :> From that day onwards we started to message every time we're in school. we always meet after you or me end school. We broke up on the 5th of April, at that time i started to realise how much i love you, I always wanted you to be back... i told you how strong am i, but deep inside my heart, i am just telling you a lie. Because of XXX (don't want to mention name)
you can even forget about me? You can choose not to reply my message, but choose to reply hers? I didn't want to tell you things because i love and trust you. so i decide to give you another chance. whenever i message you ' where are you?' or 'with who' it's always the same person.
You rather accompany her than to accompany me? From that day onwards i tell myself not to trust you again >: On the 12th april we chatted on msn, and than we patch :> i never regret the step i choose. On october 2009, i know that one day you will leave me It's not your choice too.
I was so afriad for the day to arrive, i even thought nothing will happen to you. From the day you are in, we can only talk to each other by giving letters. Every night whenever i miss you, i will start to cry. i told myself you will be alright. I am so tired to cry everyday just because of you.
But everything is fine now, even if i can see you two days a week. i shall me happy enough. Thanks for your everything. No matter what happen i will always be beside you. I Swear to god i wont leave you alone, If anything happen i will face everything with you. because of you, i make a vow :> love you now and forever ! :>

Happy Birthday michelle!


Went gp with siewhong, start at 1.45.
but we reach at 11plus, stupid!
After gp went home, meet Baby, hamster and aren in cab.
Went eastcoast awhile, than went to pasir ris :)
around 6plus, me and baby went off.
went home, bath, and everything :)
Than i went over to baby house at 12plus ^^
Watch tv, till 5 in the morning.
Than went back chalet till 5pm plus.
baby sent me back alr :)
slept at 7pm and i woke up at 9 in the morning! GREAT :)

Secondary school life,

This will be the last year for me at this school.

my choice was not tampines secondary when I'm primary 6
trying to get into eastview secondary or eastspring was so hard for me.
so i have no choice but to stick to tampines secondary :)
Secondary 1

When i first started going school, i was so lost and even enter the wrong class!
i look totally like a retarded when i was secondary one.
Those who know me shall understand why.
I saw a girl which is siewhong, my conversation with her was

Me: what class is this?
Siewhong: (stare) and she didn't spoke to me!
Me: -silent- i was so angry at that time.

i ask a teacher where is my class, and i went to the right class like finally.
At that time yanyan look exactly like siewhong.
Yanyan smile at me, i thought it was the girl(Siewhong) who stare at me just now.
So i ignore her.
I started knowing a girl, which makes me so afraid to get close to her.
Which i think the whole school knows her .

Ever since secondary 2,



I started to changed, everyone notice even my form teacher
There will always be a parents meeting for my mother.
My school report was so bad..
I didn't really attend school.
Started smoking and this is what i regret the most.

Than secondary 3,

My class was different, with almost all different people.
But i find that my classmates are more to playful than hardworking, unlike the previous.
Didn't really went school, which makes me miss out alot of things from secondary 3
Finding trouble in school is what we did.

Than secondary 4

A totally changed in everyone, maybe because everyone is mature enough to think right?
This will be the last year for us in school, and the most important year.
Classmates for 4years, we are going to leave each other soon.
Everybody have to be separated and move on to their next step.
Time spent in our secondary school life was a memorable one.
Sometimes we do quarrel, fight, disturb each other.
But after we left, we won't have this chance to disturb each other anymore :)

I hope everyone in my class can pass their N level, !
Get a good school, good future and move on with you life :)

Skip school, think i shall spent my whole day at home watching 下一站, 幸福
Nice and touching show :)
Baby called me just now, i mizz him so much !! ):
Today is the 10th , another 6 more days to go !
We have been through so much, 1year 1 month.

k, i am going to watch my show alr! Bye.

TO: XXX !

If you are unhappy with me, tell me.
Stop barking around ok?
What you did only you yourself know.
I can't say much, dont be sucha PLP, ARGH !

My weekend is always with the person i love the most !
Celebrated awie birthday on friday, happy birthday :)
Went baby house after that, reach home at 4am,

Went out with mom, meet baby at 100plus.
catch a movie being human, Nice show!
Went 100plus - 842- home :)

I miss baby so muchhhhhhhh !

Fighting for this love,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY SEAH!

Just came back from school, Maths is killing me lahhhh~
Hope mummy faster find me a tution so i can cope with my studies.
I hate wednesday!!!!
I hope friday faster come, so i can get to see someone i love the most ( secret!!) haha.

i am going out to study ltr, :)

k.bye!

Spent my weekend with baby
Meet him on friday night accompany him to Tm and then went home :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMGYP :)

Saturday sam's bbq , Prepared and than meet baby at pasir ris interchange
He fetch me to sam pit, damn far -.-
Weather there was so hot ! 7pm cut cake.
Baby fetch me to carpark, his dad fetch me, junkai, jiahao and zhixiang home :)
At night i brought mac for baby ok! so kind enough hor! ^^
Slack at his house till 3 going 4, and than cab home :)

Sunday meet vivian at bus stop, went to tm.
Shop awhile, and than find baby and sam.
Cab to 800plus, waited for sam to bath so long ~
Went to eat and than he cut his hair, baby dad fetch me home .

byeee

you're the only person, i am going to spent my live with,

Back from school, early right?
y'know whyyyy?! i sprained my ankle. fucking pain Ok! ):
Poor me, wanted to go shopping today, think can i still go anot?
my leg is so pain now! )))):

BBQ tomorrow, !

Just a random post, read it if you want :)

Time pass so fast, going march soon.
Last year was better than this year right?
Even if we cant spent much time with each other this year, but we still love each other right?
I dont need you to spent time with me, i just need you to love me rest of your life.
As you promise me everything alr :)
Still rmb the first time we know each other? you shld know.
i dont want to say it out here,
we even broke up twice, you shld know the reason why too.
I didn't except us to last longer than 1 year,
Because by seeing how hong you were last time,
we always spent time with each other, every second, every minute :)
Ever since the starting of dec, you have to face what you have did wrong.
i waited for you like 57days ok! Those letter can show how much you love me.
Since you decide to change, i really hope you can do it.
i hope you can prove it to me,
The start of april i hope you can study well in school.
Not being like last time alr, what you have done is time to repay ok !
We can only meet 2days a week, but i really dont mind ok?
Another 11months to go, i know you can do it :)
We both have to study hard, Not playing a fool anymore this year ok?
I love you like always, First in my heart !

some things are better left unsaid ..

Spent my Saturday meeting my ♥ at his house downstairs.
Went to Sam house waited for him, cab to teoheng :)
sing sang sung, than went to play pool.
Cab to 842, ♥ sent me home.
and than he went home :)

Woke up at freaking nine in the morning today
All because of Johnny!
Meet him his house downstairs, his dad fetch us to town.
He brought himself a watch, he must be very happy than.
Went to cine to eat, took a train back to tamp.
Meet sam at his house downstair, slack at 842 till 5plus
His dad fetch me home :)

5 days can't get to see ♥ , !

Love baby ttm ,

Friday-

Went tm with reeve to meet bi and sam
Like fianlly i get to see my baby !! :D
Went 842, and then went home ^^

Saturday-
Went to meet yanheng and the rest at 161.
went up to baby house to gamble.
The rest went back,use comp awhile.
than went downstair to meet yanheng, kianwei and nicholas.
and than home sweet home!

Sunday-

Happy valentine day !

Meet baby at kr, he waited for me like 1hour. sorry ! ):
went to eat long john while waiting for cassandra and jeffrey.
Catch a movie at cs, after movie went to wenjie house.
After that everyone came my house to gamble.
Accompany baby to take a cab homee :D
went out at night to gamble
And than home sweet home !

Monday-

Everyone came my house to bainian , receive lots of red packets
Baby took a cab fetch me to 820 to meet junkai, zhizhong and kianwei.
Slack awhile, took a cab home ^^
Gamble at home awhile, than went out to meet my baby!
Slack at 842 till night :D

Tuesday-

HAPPY ONE YEAR BABY !

Baby waited for me at my house downstair,
Took a cab to cs to meet sam, yanheng and hongjie.
Hongjie left, we went to nihon to eat .
Total 100bucks, walk over to 842 play cards.
Baby left at 6plus, went home at 8 <:

During this one year, we have gone through so much..
i am not good at words, but all i can say here is I LOVEYOU !
I pormise i will wait for a year till you discharge.
we still can meet on every saturday, dont worry!
I forget to pass you your present ): sorry !

K, bye !

Will be back soon :)

11/2/10

Did something for baby just now, you better be touch i tell you!
Not that nice, because i dont have much time to do! <:
I can see you tomorrow like finally right? after 56days not seeing you. haha.
Give school a miss today, really tired.
Must stop myself from not going to school, i miss out alot of things alr. ARGHH.

Cant wait for baby to come out! :D

Hate to me alone...

School sucks totally , i still prefer Mr.neo
The new principle is far too strict, just my point of view.
I think most people agree with me (:

This whole week were be a very very busy week for me.
My one year is coming, i haven do anything for baby yet, how?!
including valentine day, all crush together. DIE !):
Monday have to go do volunteer work. SIAN OK?! Arghhh.

My life is so boring, school-home , school-home.
I have to study very hard for my Nlevel !
i belive i can do it ! :DDD

enough of rubbish, wait for my next post okokok?! Haha :D

3words,

Last night was a waste of money plus time!

You know i miss you alot, i want to celebrate our one year okok!
Is a little too late to realise how much we both love each other..
I do miss our past alot, dont you?
I didn't realise you had done so much for me, really...

I dropped a tear in the ocean, the day you found it,
it's the day i stopped loving you.
Familar with these? Love you !
I promise you we will get marry ! :DD

Happy moment together...

Went school today, didn't really listen during lesson.
because i was worried about my baby, touched?! <:
Waited for his call till 1pm, finally he call me.
when i answer i was surprise and lost of words..
Thanks yanyan, you shall know why <:
Text with him till 2plus, at least his sentence was not bad.
there's still a chance to see him.

Bi, we have been through so much.
our 1year is coming, i promise you i wont leave you
see this ok ! i dont love anyone. only you!
on the 14th i give you something sweeettt !
Promise you, hope to see you soon!

Find me somewhere else,

Give school a miss today with Yanyan, Took a bus to my house
My timetable for wednesday is a boring day!
Think i will miss out alot today, >:
My dear baby court is tomorrow, hopefully nothing happen to him! (insert kisses)
Just let me accompany him for a day, i will be happy enough!

Hi My dear boy, you know i won't let go of you so easily right?!
Takecare of yourself!

Don't promise me ,

11am now, just reach home from school.
Tired in school so decide to get a green form
Baby court is postponed to 28th, hope nothing happen to you <:
Reaching home at 9pm everyday sucks alot.

Shall i go out later? so tired naozxzz! >:
Bye!

We seem so far , but out heart beat as one (L)

Read baby letter, really very touched by him
No matter what our heart will be together ok?
I promise you to study hard and i am sure i can!
I promise to go school everyday, cant skip school
unless i'm sick! ;D
Bi, no matter where you are,
my love for you wont fade, i promise you this!! :D
Love you baby, only god knows how much we love each other ok? <:

Went school today, so cold inside bus sia!
damn fuckup, Lesson was great, i love school more each day!
score 49/60 for my enligh test!
Finally catch up with my Maths, how great can i be!
School tomorrow again!
Went to see basketball match , first time sia!
After that went home, so tired naooo~
shall i go out? or NO? but i am seriously bored at home.
HOW?! BORED TTM !!!

Shall go pack my bag and prepare for tomorrow lesson!
Bye (:

Love my baby~

Walauuuuu, school everyday like bored!
Baby wrote for me another letter, why cant he just listen!
Excited to read his letter, waiting for johnny dad to pass to me

This year is really stress for me,
Who can help me in my maths?! Really killing me!!
I must pass my Nlevel no matter what,
And on another point, I must wait for my baby to come out!
6 more days, no matter what your sentence is...
You know i will wait right?
Faster come out than we'll get engaged and then marry!
3 more days to our 11month, I'll wait for you to be out
than we go celebrate ok baby?!
Love you !! :DDDDD

9moredays,

I love my mom, she brought me a iphone!
Great mom, love youuu.

Baby, 9 more days.
Thanks for your letter! Loveyouuuuu :D

16moredays

Went clarke Quay with Jasmine,Michelle and Felicia yesterday
reach there around 8plus? haha.
Took lots of photo, went back to tampines.
Slack at 842 till 12 going 1am <:
Went home ~

Sunday 3/1/2010

Went to tm to buy my school bag which cost me 60bucks!
Money fly ~
Than went eat forlick! yummy!
Than went home with mom afterthat <:
I miss school so much, i am going to start loving school
N LEVEL NEXT YEAR , NO MORE PLAYING!
GOOD LUCK TO ME OKOKOK?!

HI BI ! you left 16 more days.
y'know i am waiting right?
i won't leave you all alone de, dont worry!
Love you johnnychua!

Bye 2009 hi 2010!

argh, smalll eyesssss >:

BYE 2009 ! HELLO 2010!

Meet xiaohui and cheryl at xiaohui housw downstair <: Met shirley at 230 , Shirley went home to change. so we went 201 to buy spray! Than went over to nihon, so damn full. cost us 80dollar >:
Quhxiang and one guy came, went to krtc to meet reeve they all <: took bus 3 to pasir ris, acarde to slack rot there till 12, countdown was fun <: went outside, got one unknow F-A-T girl came chasing me than spray me! WTF @#$%! i went to find her but couldn't >:
Happen to saw quhxiang, he spray me too lor!
WTF @#$% , Will find him went school reopen >:
Waited for cab , on call cab twice but NONE came!
So happen to saw one cab, cab to 226 to meet reeve they all.
after that went 432 something happen .
Than 4-5 plus i went home
slept at 6am, tired!


Ohya, someone actually spoilt my mood today.
Like HELLO?! now is 2010 no longer 2009.
it's time to change yourself la, for god sake.
YOU not happy with me? call me and tell me now <: I'll wait for you call my dear friend! Stop all your stupid childish acts can anot?! making me hate you lor >:
walao, if you think i am saying you than so be it!
if you are guilty, than go think that i am saying you ok?
HAHA, after what i say you.
still not happy? come call me lor! okok?
waiting for you calllllll !! :D


Hi bi, you left 18more days ok? dont worry i will not forget you okok?
Faster come out, i got so many things to say to you
espically xxx , you shall know who i refer to ok bi?
I love youuu !