You know i am not gonna leave you alone...

Hi, Finally i have the time to blog :)

Saturday and Sunday is always with baby, so i don't want to say much.
My school has finally move to Tampines !
Good environment, 6 Fans, Big classroom and everything is big now!
Make me feel like going to school everyday! :)

ok, shall go and study now~

1 year 1 months,

This is especially for you ♥ ,

Tomorrow is the 16th again,
It's pretty surprising that we can be together for so long, I never thought this could actually happen. Like i say i am not good in words. But i am really thankful to have you around :>
For the past 1year 1months, many things has happen before. But we have gone through everything together! No matter what happen last time, you will always be the first in my heart :>
When i first started to know you, you fetch me on bike to bedok rmb? That was the first time we started to talk :> From that day onwards we started to message every time we're in school. we always meet after you or me end school. We broke up on the 5th of April, at that time i started to realise how much i love you, I always wanted you to be back... i told you how strong am i, but deep inside my heart, i am just telling you a lie. Because of XXX (don't want to mention name)
you can even forget about me? You can choose not to reply my message, but choose to reply hers? I didn't want to tell you things because i love and trust you. so i decide to give you another chance. whenever i message you ' where are you?' or 'with who' it's always the same person.
You rather accompany her than to accompany me? From that day onwards i tell myself not to trust you again >: On the 12th april we chatted on msn, and than we patch :> i never regret the step i choose. On october 2009, i know that one day you will leave me It's not your choice too.
I was so afriad for the day to arrive, i even thought nothing will happen to you. From the day you are in, we can only talk to each other by giving letters. Every night whenever i miss you, i will start to cry. i told myself you will be alright. I am so tired to cry everyday just because of you.
But everything is fine now, even if i can see you two days a week. i shall me happy enough. Thanks for your everything. No matter what happen i will always be beside you. I Swear to god i wont leave you alone, If anything happen i will face everything with you. because of you, i make a vow :> love you now and forever ! :>

Happy Birthday michelle!


Went gp with siewhong, start at 1.45.
but we reach at 11plus, stupid!
After gp went home, meet Baby, hamster and aren in cab.
Went eastcoast awhile, than went to pasir ris :)
around 6plus, me and baby went off.
went home, bath, and everything :)
Than i went over to baby house at 12plus ^^
Watch tv, till 5 in the morning.
Than went back chalet till 5pm plus.
baby sent me back alr :)
slept at 7pm and i woke up at 9 in the morning! GREAT :)

Secondary school life,

This will be the last year for me at this school.

my choice was not tampines secondary when I'm primary 6
trying to get into eastview secondary or eastspring was so hard for me.
so i have no choice but to stick to tampines secondary :)
Secondary 1

When i first started going school, i was so lost and even enter the wrong class!
i look totally like a retarded when i was secondary one.
Those who know me shall understand why.
I saw a girl which is siewhong, my conversation with her was

Me: what class is this?
Siewhong: (stare) and she didn't spoke to me!
Me: -silent- i was so angry at that time.

i ask a teacher where is my class, and i went to the right class like finally.
At that time yanyan look exactly like siewhong.
Yanyan smile at me, i thought it was the girl(Siewhong) who stare at me just now.
So i ignore her.
I started knowing a girl, which makes me so afraid to get close to her.
Which i think the whole school knows her .

Ever since secondary 2,



I started to changed, everyone notice even my form teacher
There will always be a parents meeting for my mother.
My school report was so bad..
I didn't really attend school.
Started smoking and this is what i regret the most.

Than secondary 3,

My class was different, with almost all different people.
But i find that my classmates are more to playful than hardworking, unlike the previous.
Didn't really went school, which makes me miss out alot of things from secondary 3
Finding trouble in school is what we did.

Than secondary 4

A totally changed in everyone, maybe because everyone is mature enough to think right?
This will be the last year for us in school, and the most important year.
Classmates for 4years, we are going to leave each other soon.
Everybody have to be separated and move on to their next step.
Time spent in our secondary school life was a memorable one.
Sometimes we do quarrel, fight, disturb each other.
But after we left, we won't have this chance to disturb each other anymore :)

I hope everyone in my class can pass their N level, !
Get a good school, good future and move on with you life :)

Skip school, think i shall spent my whole day at home watching 下一站, 幸福
Nice and touching show :)
Baby called me just now, i mizz him so much !! ):
Today is the 10th , another 6 more days to go !
We have been through so much, 1year 1 month.

k, i am going to watch my show alr! Bye.

TO: XXX !

If you are unhappy with me, tell me.
Stop barking around ok?
What you did only you yourself know.
I can't say much, dont be sucha PLP, ARGH !

My weekend is always with the person i love the most !
Celebrated awie birthday on friday, happy birthday :)
Went baby house after that, reach home at 4am,

Went out with mom, meet baby at 100plus.
catch a movie being human, Nice show!
Went 100plus - 842- home :)

I miss baby so muchhhhhhhh !

Fighting for this love,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY SEAH!

Just came back from school, Maths is killing me lahhhh~
Hope mummy faster find me a tution so i can cope with my studies.
I hate wednesday!!!!
I hope friday faster come, so i can get to see someone i love the most ( secret!!) haha.

i am going out to study ltr, :)

k.bye!