if you don't care, who is going to care?

went to bugis to shop with mom today , she brought me a new bag !
so happyyyy <:
train back to tamp meet baby , walk to nihon with siewhong.
went 842 , took a cab home .
the funniest part was the uncle forget to on his meter ! <<<:

If we don't have trust for each other, how are we going to live on ?
stop pushing me to others , when you are the one i love.
If you doesn't want to care, who's going to care?
when you tell me you can find someone else , why are you still holding on?
you can shout,attitude, and whatever. why still treat me so good ?
you words make me so confused.
if it's so hard for you to trust me, than what am i suppose to do?
If i really like HIM , i will rather go with him right?
You told me you can't afford to lose me , than awhile you told me you didn't want to care
so are you making me confused?
you are very dissapointed , than i don't feel dissapointed?
how many times have you hurt me, you yourself know better.
i'm sorry for saying all these words .
i try to let go once, but you hold me back.
This time i really can't let go,
why can't we be like last time ?
we have been together for 9months going 10.
so are you telling me all this while we are not trusting each other?

Broken,

Happy birthday :)

You make my world go round

went 842 to meet baby and the rest <:
around 4.45 , baby fetch me to work , today was so tired .
Jasmine , felicia , michelle and siewhong came too
after that they left except for michelle .
chat with her outside nihon , baby came fetch me after work .
around 1plus , baby fetch me home :D


Two more days to baby birthday ! (L)

Bless ,

SELLING THIS BAG @ $20
INTRESTED TAG ME , THANKS ! :DDD

Work yesterday was fun , joey and his stupid jokes and action -.-
After work went 842
Baby fetch me to 700plus to celebrate yanheng birthday .
went home around 2am .

no work today for me today , it's saturday !
went to eat , 842 to slack
home early today , working tomorrow ! so bored >:
anyone going butter on the 24th? :)


baby birthday is coming in 3 more days !

9th month <3

Quarrel with baby yesterday and we break .
but everything is settle already
baby came find me at my house cab to pasir ris nihon to eat (:
Was so full , cab back to 842
something happen , cab home with baby <:
baby is going clubbing , idiottttttttt !

Happy 9th month , i love you forever . i promise you i'll marry you kay ? smaucks ! :D

love you still ,

My mind's blank now ,
Tears are running down my cheeks like razorblades.
My heart is numbed, I could feel nothing.
I can't really say that I'm sad, but neither am I happy.
Just a little regret that till now, I still have not learn how to cherish.
trust is something important
If we don't trust each other what's the point ?
I'm sorry for hurting you so much ,
Can we be back together , it's up to us .
i have got my reason for doing this , is not that i wanted it .
I miss you terribly.
and i will be there for you always , even if we are apart

i miss your everything
i hope you could be beside me tomorrow when i wake up
i love you .

sad things come along ,

Thought i could take a break on thursday , but went work ):
After work slack than went home .

Friday (:

siewhong called me , derrick not enough people .
so prepare and went work at 1pm , i swear i'm so tired ))))):
work was fun today , not that tiring . find baby at tm than home .

Monday derrick let me off , so hopefully i can spent time with my baby ! (:

Busy day >:

Slept at 3am last night , woke up at 9.30am today >:
Prepare and meet michelle , work at e-hub today .
was so bored but fun :DDDD
bus to tamp nihon help them with decoration ,
zhiyong treat us eat sushi , thanks ! :D
spent my time there , went sports hall to look for my baby .
went cs , than went 842 .
than went homeeeeeeeeee !

I'm not working tomorrow , spending time with my baby !
i love my baby ! :DDDDDDD

Don't promise me ,

Meet celestine at her house , walk over to dte to have lunch.
acarde for jubeat , while celestine play i was watching a very intresting show :x
i think only celestine know what i mean <:
sent her to nihon , her first day of work ! hahaa .
went over to tamp , find baby .
than went home around 11plus <:
tomorrow i am working pasir ris nihon with michelle .

i love my baby (L) !

Hold on to you ,

No work today :DDDDDDDDDDD
wanted to spent my time with baby but ..... >:

Things turn out this way , sometimes i feel like letting go .
but i love you way too much , and it's so hard for me to let go of you .
tired to think of so many things , i want to do what i can do today <:


going to meet celestine ! like finally you mei you
i bet she miss me , i miss her too ! cheyyyyyyy . HAHAHAHA :D

you are not alone

Tomorrow will be a boring day , y'know why?
I'll be working all alone tomorrow .
Hope some bitchexz will not be working tomorrow , if not you will really spoil my mood >:
on a second thought i feel like it's time to give my hair brown again
It has been a long time since i last step into town area
My time is spent with the usuals and baby
can you see how boring is my life ?!
Hopefully tomorrow will be a fun day , prayhard <: Bye