19moredays,

Meet shirley near my house area, went 226 to slack.
went 450 Rc there to slack, was bored.
went 226, reeve and sabrina was there.
xiaohui and the rest came.
slack till 10plus the rest went home left the three of us >:
Eat mac, slack till 1plus.
they came over to my house, time now is 5.10am!
I btr sleep naoo~ If not i can't wake up! >:

Biiiii , miss you >:
19moredays!

you are so far away from me

You will never know how much i miss you,
It has been 12days, Another 21 more days.
why Time passes so slow?!
Hopefully i can see you tomorrow which is wednesday .

Loveyou

Mizz babyyyyyyyyyyyyy >:

Work yesterday was tired >:
Life is so boring nowadays, Don't feel like coming out.
i want to watch my yue lai wo bu shuai at home!

Wednesday is coming, hope to see baby again.
Love you johnnychua!

Merry christmas

Merry christmas baby <:

This year Christmas is really bored especially without baby >:

Went over to vivo, train to orchard.
around 2plus, cab back to tamp with dion, ashley and jeremy.
Ashley went to my house to stay! Take lots of webcam picture.
And she accompany me to watch my show.
She went home at around 2plus in the afternoon.

This is how i spent my christmas, bored right? >: unlike last year.

Will upload the rest when i have time, byeee!

xoxo,

Hi bi , Today is the 25th. Merry christmas <:
Still have 25more days to go, hold on ok bi?
i love you, i promise i'll wait for you ok!

Johnnychua

Christmas eve ,

Not really looking forward to christmas,
It's just like a normal day to me.
This year not celebrating with baby, because i cant! >:
Merry christmas baby! You still own me a present ok!
I really hope everything is fine for you.
Dont be sad that you cant celebrate christmas
wait till you are out, i bring you out ok!
i wont leave you, dont worry baby .
i promise i will love you forever hor? hehheh.

Loveyou JohnnyChua .

>:

Looking at you make my heart really pain >:
27more days, hold on ok bi?
i know you want to be out,
after this i hope you can be more understanding , dont do silly things next time <:
I trust that during this few days, it's time for you to think
i'll visit you again if i can!

I promise i wont leave you ok bi? iloveyou

Love baby..

Wake up at 7am , johnny dad fetch me at ard 8am.
went to jurong , only can visit him for 5minutes >:
but i am glad and happy enough <:
Hope everything is ok for him, miss you baby .
i will wait for you to be out ok, dont worry baby!

going work at 6pm ltr, ))):

Where'd you go, i miss you so.

Happy Birthday Jasmine <:

i'm so sorry this few days my post will be bored ):
went to eat BBQ chicken with felicia, meet jasmine
cab to cityplaza brought a clip extension which cost me a bomb! 45bucks.
thinking of selling away, regret buying too.
cab back to 842, ashley parents fetch me home. thanks! <:

You and your childish acts, stop all these.
lameshit


Baby, today is wednesday! i hope i can really visit you >:

):

Fifth day without you,

i hate raining at night, i'm so afraid you will catch a cold ):
Today i went to work at 6 .
I use to call you after i work, than you will fetch me around.
but after work i felt so lost. i dont know what to do.
i miss you alot? hopefully wednesday i can visit you.
pray hard i can go in to visit you ok? loveyou bi ...

Love,johnnychua <:

):

Fourt day,

When will this world give me a break?
on the 17th, i spent my whole day with you.
i wanted to see you awhile more, i went to your house downstair to look for you.
you sent me home ♥

when i wake up you are gone, i cant stop myself from crying
i miss you so much, today is only the 4th day without you.
i really wonder what're you doing now?
Do you miss me when you're inside?
i still have 29moredays to go on.
why days passes so slow? )):
i cant celebrate my christmas with you ):

Johnnychua,loveyou♥

Missyou,

3rd day without you, another 29 more days to go on
I really wonder what are you doing now?
do you miss me? i miss you alot y'know?
I can't stop crying this few days,
i really miss you , really.
how long must this go on?
Faster come back to me

Jcjw, i love you.

♥,

♥ , stop leaving me alone!
Faster come find me, i miss you so much...
i just can't seem to face the reality that you are not beside me for 1months.
Each time i wake up, i miss you so much .
1day has passed, there is still so many more days to go?
i miss you so much, ):

♥Jcjw,

sorry,

Bi , one day without you is really very hard for me.
I'm sorry i did something which is not right today.
don't blame me for that
i really miss you,
i wonder what are you doing now
how is your life there?
bi, stop leaving me alone.
i love you, i am feeling so terrible.....

When someone love you leave you

♥, 1month may be hard for me and you,

Life is being so boring without you,
Christmas i am all alone without you, but you still own me a present
During this 10months we have been through so much.
Now i don't know who to talk to, who to turn to.
each time i think of you, i will cried.
i cant stop myself.
I really hope you will be fine,
Thanks for your everything, i♥you.
i miss you alottttttttttttttt ):

I'll be waiting for you ♥

Meet ♥ , felicia and yanheng at Krtc.
walk to nihon for Hi-tea buffet <:
Michelle and siewhong was there already,
Eat till 5plus, so full. bused to teoheng.
sing till 9.30 , play pool awhile <:
bus back to tampines, quarrel with ♥ .
went his house downstair, but we are fine already <:
He fetch me home, loveyou

10th months <:

Happy 10th month ♥ <:

Hope everything will be fine on the 17th,
Thanks so much for this 10months .
Even we may be far at distance but we'll never be at heart <:
I ♥ you , Jcjw.

Going nihon to eat with ♥ , Felicia and wenjie! :DD

Bye.

walao,i miss going to school >:
next year i have to study very hard , no time for anything else !
N level, and i can get out of this school <<<<:

i get my pay already , going shopping trip soon!!!!!!!
happy me /m\!

when my love get stronger...

7dec-

Meet my dear baby at his house downstair, he fetch me to 842.
waited for them to buy food and the rest to come down .
baby fetch me to pasir ris , went to chalet.
awhile more felicia came down too (:
stay overnight there <:
around 6 in the morning , baby fetch me home .

8dec
woke up at around 5plus, bus to chalet.
meet siewhong and jasmine at downtown,than went in chalet.
baby went escape ! around 7 they came back :D
slack there , very boring >:
baby fetch me to pasir ris park , wenjie and felicia go too :D
soooo fun but scary :o
went back chalet , awhile more baby fetch me to his house.
waited for him to bath than cab to pasirris <:
around 7plus baby went off <:
cab home with jasmine and michelle

working tomorrow, sucha boring day ~

Love my baby ~

4dec-

Wanted to go teoheng in the end never go ):
slack at 842 , babt fetch me to cs , play acarde awhile.
went to meet my mom at Tm.
went central park to meet the girls.
than walk to 842 slack till 12plus.
baby sent me home , (:

5dec-

Happy birthday ahma (:
woke up at around 1plus ? watch tv.
than slept till 6.30 , bath and prepare.
uncle fetch us to changi to eat .
play pool awhile , around 10plus reach home (:

working full tomorrow , tired~
i miss my baby ! )))):

Sorry,

Just when i try to hold on,you keep letting me go.
what i say i didn't mean too, why can't you understand ?
why is it the smallest things that tear us down ?
i am not someone who treat you good enough, i am such a burden to you.
you know i never want to hurt you,
but why isit you who always sent my tears down.
who can i turn to when i'm feeling sad ? only you .
why can't we be like last time ?
My promise to you, i will never break it.
If you want to leave me , please stop hurting me tell me nowwww .
i didn't know how to cherish till i am with you.
you taught me how to love, but you didn't taught me how to let go ?
how am i suppose to live without you.
you can ingore me now and forever , i don't mind.
i will wait just for you . because you know i love you way too much.

love you Johnnychua .

if you don't care, who is going to care?

went to bugis to shop with mom today , she brought me a new bag !
so happyyyy <:
train back to tamp meet baby , walk to nihon with siewhong.
went 842 , took a cab home .
the funniest part was the uncle forget to on his meter ! <<<:

If we don't have trust for each other, how are we going to live on ?
stop pushing me to others , when you are the one i love.
If you doesn't want to care, who's going to care?
when you tell me you can find someone else , why are you still holding on?
you can shout,attitude, and whatever. why still treat me so good ?
you words make me so confused.
if it's so hard for you to trust me, than what am i suppose to do?
If i really like HIM , i will rather go with him right?
You told me you can't afford to lose me , than awhile you told me you didn't want to care
so are you making me confused?
you are very dissapointed , than i don't feel dissapointed?
how many times have you hurt me, you yourself know better.
i'm sorry for saying all these words .
i try to let go once, but you hold me back.
This time i really can't let go,
why can't we be like last time ?
we have been together for 9months going 10.
so are you telling me all this while we are not trusting each other?

Broken,

Happy birthday :)

You make my world go round

went 842 to meet baby and the rest <:
around 4.45 , baby fetch me to work , today was so tired .
Jasmine , felicia , michelle and siewhong came too
after that they left except for michelle .
chat with her outside nihon , baby came fetch me after work .
around 1plus , baby fetch me home :D


Two more days to baby birthday ! (L)

Bless ,

SELLING THIS BAG @ $20
INTRESTED TAG ME , THANKS ! :DDD

Work yesterday was fun , joey and his stupid jokes and action -.-
After work went 842
Baby fetch me to 700plus to celebrate yanheng birthday .
went home around 2am .

no work today for me today , it's saturday !
went to eat , 842 to slack
home early today , working tomorrow ! so bored >:
anyone going butter on the 24th? :)


baby birthday is coming in 3 more days !

9th month <3

Quarrel with baby yesterday and we break .
but everything is settle already
baby came find me at my house cab to pasir ris nihon to eat (:
Was so full , cab back to 842
something happen , cab home with baby <:
baby is going clubbing , idiottttttttt !

Happy 9th month , i love you forever . i promise you i'll marry you kay ? smaucks ! :D

love you still ,

My mind's blank now ,
Tears are running down my cheeks like razorblades.
My heart is numbed, I could feel nothing.
I can't really say that I'm sad, but neither am I happy.
Just a little regret that till now, I still have not learn how to cherish.
trust is something important
If we don't trust each other what's the point ?
I'm sorry for hurting you so much ,
Can we be back together , it's up to us .
i have got my reason for doing this , is not that i wanted it .
I miss you terribly.
and i will be there for you always , even if we are apart

i miss your everything
i hope you could be beside me tomorrow when i wake up
i love you .

sad things come along ,

Thought i could take a break on thursday , but went work ):
After work slack than went home .

Friday (:

siewhong called me , derrick not enough people .
so prepare and went work at 1pm , i swear i'm so tired ))))):
work was fun today , not that tiring . find baby at tm than home .

Monday derrick let me off , so hopefully i can spent time with my baby ! (:

Busy day >:

Slept at 3am last night , woke up at 9.30am today >:
Prepare and meet michelle , work at e-hub today .
was so bored but fun :DDDD
bus to tamp nihon help them with decoration ,
zhiyong treat us eat sushi , thanks ! :D
spent my time there , went sports hall to look for my baby .
went cs , than went 842 .
than went homeeeeeeeeee !

I'm not working tomorrow , spending time with my baby !
i love my baby ! :DDDDDDD

Don't promise me ,

Meet celestine at her house , walk over to dte to have lunch.
acarde for jubeat , while celestine play i was watching a very intresting show :x
i think only celestine know what i mean <:
sent her to nihon , her first day of work ! hahaa .
went over to tamp , find baby .
than went home around 11plus <:
tomorrow i am working pasir ris nihon with michelle .

i love my baby (L) !

Hold on to you ,

No work today :DDDDDDDDDDD
wanted to spent my time with baby but ..... >:

Things turn out this way , sometimes i feel like letting go .
but i love you way too much , and it's so hard for me to let go of you .
tired to think of so many things , i want to do what i can do today <:


going to meet celestine ! like finally you mei you
i bet she miss me , i miss her too ! cheyyyyyyy . HAHAHAHA :D

you are not alone

Tomorrow will be a boring day , y'know why?
I'll be working all alone tomorrow .
Hope some bitchexz will not be working tomorrow , if not you will really spoil my mood >:
on a second thought i feel like it's time to give my hair brown again
It has been a long time since i last step into town area
My time is spent with the usuals and baby
can you see how boring is my life ?!
Hopefully tomorrow will be a fun day , prayhard <: Bye

sad things come along ,

I fail my exam , retain .
butttt my kind and sweet principle advance me to secondary 4 <:
i swear after school holidays , i will work hard for my N level.
work later , tired ~

Looking back ...

(Ignore this post if you want !)

I don't want to face this world alone ,
I hate being alone ,
I hope i can hold on to you till my very last breath .
things may be hard sometimes ,
But no one know how i'm feeling deep in my heart .
Some people may think that i won't
but it's all up to me to decide , you are not me .
so stfu and stop thinking that i won't .
i promise you , and i'm very sure i will do it .
If one day i really move on , i hope you won't forget me.
This feeling sucks , nobody can even understand me !@#$%

if our love was a fairytale

Went school today , seriously regret going school .
so boring >: !
After school went opp to slack till 3plus ?
went over to sixian house , order KFC to eat
went to swimming complex , boys went to swim .
went over to 842 .
work on friday , less outing >:
everyone is busy with work already !
enough of my post , nights people !

i love babybabybaby ! <:

second thoughts

I will update very soon !
school and work tomorrow , tired >:

byeeeeee !

A leopard never changes its spot.

Skip school , bored to death
i'm rotting at home >:
16th nov @zirca , how i wish i can go ,
i want to find job ! $$ fly to me please >:

Screw you bitch ,

ugh , no photo . my USB cable is missing >:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR CELESTINE !
I promise i'll give you your present on monday <:
when you need me , i'll be 24/7 there for you ok ?
love you !


Celebrate her birthday yesterday , went cine to take neoprint .
walk to fareast , walk around <:
than went pasir ris to cut cake .

Someone with two faces , someone who i trusted .
never thought she/he will be like this .
such a bitch , stop putting on a mask <:
If you think this refer to you , i've nothing to talk about it .

Love ,

Went to safra instead of pasir ris , spent our time there till 8plus
went 842 to meet my baby , play basketball <: afterthat went home ,

My dear celestine birthday is coming , going to celebrate with her today ! ^^

<3

Siewhong came my house today , went to inter to meet jasmine <: went Tm , walked to 842 meet my mom at Tm than went 842 again . Finally spent time with my baby <: around 10 went home Hopefully i can get into what i want <: Last paper tomorrow , which means i have to get my ass to school >:
poor me , bye babiesz !

The last chapter would be about me and you

Jasmine came my house yesterday , went to tm to buy things <:
after that we went to meet michelle , than went to work ice-cream !
sales was quite bad , after work went to 842 .
than home afterthat <:


FYI , watch your limits -.-
everyone has a limit to everything . think about it yourself bitch .
selfish ass . >:

mizz baby >:

Went out around 2 , meet felicia and michelle at kr <: Meet siewhong , took a train to fareast . walk to cine to have our lunch <:

After cine , took a train to vivo .
went daiso to shop , than went to the water there to slack <:

Took a bus instead of Mrt back to tampines >:
Damn tired , went home afterthat .