Looking back ...

(Ignore this post if you want !)

I don't want to face this world alone ,
I hate being alone ,
I hope i can hold on to you till my very last breath .
things may be hard sometimes ,
But no one know how i'm feeling deep in my heart .
Some people may think that i won't
but it's all up to me to decide , you are not me .
so stfu and stop thinking that i won't .
i promise you , and i'm very sure i will do it .
If one day i really move on , i hope you won't forget me.
This feeling sucks , nobody can even understand me !@#$%